Mimulus

I am "treating" myself with the Bach Flower Remedy:  Mimulus.  
Two drops - four or more times a day.
This is supposed to help me with my anxieties and fears as wll as my tendency to procrastinate.




I'm specifically looking to overcome my procrastination of important things (ie tree trimming, repairs, maintenance, etc. just to name a few)  as a result of my fear of spending money I don't have therefore going into debt  and ending up a bag lady.
..... seriously. 

I'm cautiously optimistic.  I've used Rescue Remedy over the years, and it seemed to help me in various situations.  How much of it was the placebo effect - I don't know.  

I'm a believer in all matter being connected to a single energy - so the theory of various flower essences "tweaking" our human emotional state makes sense to me.  The romantic side of me loves the idea that Dr. Bach's discovery of these essences was "divinely" inspired - really turns me on.  :-)

I'll keep my blog posted on my progress.


 

BLOCKBUSTER MOVIE TRACKING

Shipped	Received	Returned	Title	Note
10-13 Sat	10-16 Tues	10-17 Wed	Protocols of Zion
10-17 Wed	10-18 Thur	10-19 Fri	The Office: Season 1	Wrong Movie
October	Bonus	Movie	1408
10-19 Fri	10-22 Mon	10-23 Tue	Albert Schweitzer
October	In Store	Exchnge #1	Evan Almighty
10-23	10-24	10-25	The Office: Season 1
10-25	10-29	10-30	What is Reiki?
10-31	11-01	11-02	Leonard Cohen I'm Your Man	BB SAYS RET 11/5!
11/6	11-07	11-08	Hell House
11-08	11-10	11-11	Dealing Dogs
November	exchange	1OF2	SICKO
11-13	17-Sat	11-19 Mon	Biography of Che Guevera
11-20	11-23	11-24	Planet Earth Disk 2
November	Exchange	2 of 2	Spiderman III
?			Bill Mahler: I'm Swiss
?			Planet Earth Disk 3
Decembe	Exchange	1 of 2	Die Hard III
12-4	12-6	12-7	Betty Boop
12-11	12-12	12-13	Orlando
12-13	12-17	12-18	Amityville - The Haunting
12-18			Bill Mahler: Victory Begins At H

 

Gown & Blockbuster Total Access

I finished  Sierra's Gown for Halloween. (anyone who wants to see the finished product - a friend is modeling it on the post that's a stickie to the top of my journal - hopefully Sierra will also send me a pic when she gets it so I can post that).

Now, I will begin working on my Holly Hobbie costume, but I seriously doubt I'll be able to complete it on time.  If not - I'll be ready for next year with it, and I'll just wear one of my old costumes this year (I have enough of them).

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I decided to give Blockbuster Total Access a try.  It's the 1 out at a time with 2 in store exchanges a month.  It's $9.99 plus tax.  My Hollywood Video MVP program is cheap (also $9.99 plus tax), but I'm finding - aside from the big blockbuster movies - there isn't much they offer.  I love documentaries and obscure stuff.  I will keep both for now (the two together is just a little over $20 a month) - and maybe I'll drop Hollywood eventually.  I already have over 100 movies in my queue.  #1  position is Protocols of Zion which Hollywood got in and promptly "lost" before I could watch it.  All the others are DVD's that Hollywood doesn't have (mostly History channel type stuff).