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Last week I had a little bit of a meltdown over the disappointment of leaving Marcel after spending an entire week together.  It hung on for almost three days before I could shake it off.  Now, I think some of it was hormonal (since I got my monthly visitor about 5 days later - but it did bother me.

I am coming to grips with the fact that it's going to be a long time before Marcel and I can live together full-time.  On my low days (PMS) I'm probably going to let this fact get me down.  I want to arm myself! :-)


I've had a great deal of luck with Bach Remedies in my lifetime.  I picked up the Bach Remedy Mustard at Central Market yesterday to keep in my medicine cabinet.  It's usually described as being for depression that has no apparent reason - but the indications are  "for relief of naturally occurring nervous tension".  I will try it - it cannot hurt :-)
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* I went to my quarterly dental cleaning in San Antonio today (or so I thought).  I got there and my hygienist said they didn't schedule me for enough time - so she can't do it.  Argh!!  I re-scheduled for the Tuesday after next.  Not a happy camper, but it's not like I traveled to Austin and paid for parking.....

* I did make the trip kind of worth it by doing my quarterly Sun Harvest Farms shopping.  I always come away with sticker shock, but I do get lots of stuff I can't get in New Braunfels: Ecover products (I use the dish soap and laundry detergent), Hemp Protein powder, nuts (raw almonds were on sale), grains (oats, red lentils), and bread baking stuff (vital wheat gluten, rice & rye flour - they had organic stone ground whole wheat flour for $1.99 a pound!!!  This is another justification for buying a grain mill damnit).

* I got gasoline in San Antonio today - $3.59 a gallon which is 10 cents a gallon cheaper than New Braunfels.  Why didn't anyone put the cents symbol on the keyboard?

* Some people who have been with my journal a long time might remember when I began my experiment with the Bach Remedies Mimulus and Wild Oat.  I'd had good luck with the Rescue Remedy in the past - so I thought I'd give it a go.  I think Mimulus might have had some effect on me - the Wild Oat, not so much that I noticed....though I could be wrong.  I am done with both bottles, and decided I'd move on to something else - so while at Sun Harvest, picked up the Bach Remedy Larch.  Larch is supposed to help instill a sense of self-esteem when you feel inferior, fear failure, or lack self-confidence.  I know all of you are probably wondering why in the world I would choose that one..... :-)

*  I'm converting my 300 cd collection to digital.  Has anyone done this?  How do you keep your files?  I was planning on keeping them on my pc, but I'd just started and I'd accumulated over 10 gigabytes of files.  My pc hard drive is 50gb and 30 of that is free - so no way all my music would fit.  Right now I'm transferring the files to data cd's until I can figure out how to do it.  My plan was to have a big jukebox on the hard-drive - but doesn't look like that's going to happen.

* Tonight the season finale of American Idol begins.  Looking forward to the performances.  It could be anyone's guess.  www.votefortheworst.com is telling their following to vote for David Archuletta which kind of surprises me.  I would have thought he would be the favorite.  I've been a David Cook fan most of the season, but I always vote depending on the individual shows performances.  I loved Archuletta the most when he sang Angel - gave me goosebumps.  Tomorrow's results show is 2 hours, but I think it's 7-9 not 8-10 so I won't get to see it live. Anyway - in 2 separate posts I'm going to put up my favorite performances from each. They are both pretty talented.

 

Mimulus

Oct. 12th, 2007 12:08 pm
dalthauser: (YIN YANG)
I am "treating" myself with the Bach Flower Remedy:  Mimulus.  
Two drops - four or more times a day.
This is supposed to help me with my anxieties and fears as wll as my tendency to procrastinate.




I'm specifically looking to overcome my procrastination of important things (ie tree trimming, repairs, maintenance, etc. just to name a few)  as a result of my fear of spending money I don't have therefore going into debt  and ending up a bag lady.
..... seriously. 

I'm cautiously optimistic.  I've used Rescue Remedy over the years, and it seemed to help me in various situations.  How much of it was the placebo effect - I don't know.  

I'm a believer in all matter being connected to a single energy - so the theory of various flower essences "tweaking" our human emotional state makes sense to me.  The romantic side of me loves the idea that Dr. Bach's discovery of these essences was "divinely" inspired - really turns me on.  :-)

I'll keep my blog posted on my progress.


 

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